I'm at a loss...possibly good-bye

No before anyone jumps to conclusions, I'm not thinking about offing myself. Doing so would hurt too many friends and loved ones, even some people in this group, which I am very thankful they have become a part of my life. That however brings me to my point, I am strongly considering quitting the group in order to concentrate more on unrelated matters after a certain incident which took place in my life last night.

Last night, between the hours of 4:15 am and 9:30 am, my home was invaded. The perpetrator took all of my most valuable possessions, but I am recovering from the financial blow. What's even more difficult to recover from, is the spiritual blow. I don't feel safe in my home anymore at all. This is the same home where my siblings assault me without consequences. The same home where my father mopes for months at a time without speaking a word to me. The same home I was poised to move out from....I was prepared to put it all behind me.

Then my dad finally cracked...he spoke to me. He apologized to me in his quasi indirect manner. We held a pleasant conversation for the first time in half a year where neither of us raised our voices...he asked for my help
THEN...in the peace of the night, amidst the best sleep I have had since my mother's death, I got robbed!

My possessions,  can be replaced,  but I lost a piece of my soul as well. 80000 MLP comics, memes, and artwork gone. 1300 hours of my life, gone. I don't want to quit the fandom....I just don't want to collect art anymore, which is mostly what I did as an administrator of this group.

Everyone keeps telling me, "stuff is stuff, be happy nobody you love was hurt" and they're right, I know. But I also know, I wish I would have caught this guy in the act. Armed or not, I'm confident in my ability to capture or kill with my own hands, I've done it before....something I will never be proud to admit seeing as how much of a tragic incident that was.

I'm just so confused....so so confused.